i miss you!

Today, my dad is off to Indonesia with my step mother and my baby brother..
my dad did offer me to go with them, but i refuse..
i want to, but i dont think i'll survive..
not without proper TV channels, laptop, internet, and AIR-CONDITIONER!
i will survive if they're staying in Jakarta only..
but they'll be staying at my step mother's parents ' house..
which, emm..i dont know..
my step mother even worry how my baby brother would be like..
because, my baby brother is more like me..
we cant stand the hotness..HAHA

in fact, at this very moment,
i wonder how my baby brother is doing in the plane..
they are arriving soon though..
i was gonna let him bring Moo Moo along..
Moo Moo is this cute stuff animal my friend gave me on my birthday two years ago..
which my baby brother loves to play with..
and not to mention putting it in his mouth..
but thenn..its mine, given by my friend, whom i had a crush on two years ago..
now no..i do like him, but not more than friends =)

okayyyy..got carried away there!

anyhuu~~ this house is gonna be 'empty'..
in fact, it seems 'empty' already..
without my baby brother running here and there with his chair..
and kept on purposely hit my door to get my attention..
then kept on tapping my lap when im sitting infront of my laptop..
he wont stop tapping until i turn to him..
and when i turn to him, he'll give me that smile, and say "taata~ taata~"
which, i assumed, 'kaka', as what he'll be calling me..
yea and the whole point is that he wants me to pick him up and let him sit on my lap, and maybe for him, he's doing what im doing..
as in, he's playing with laptop too..

and this morning before we left home to get to the airport,
i played him this song video from an anime series, Naruto..
i put the video at the bottom of this post..
he was sitting on my lap quietly..
maybe he was actually tired after staying up since 4 a.m..
then he lean on me, and suddenly fell asleep..

okay i'll stop..*sigh*